You're the first to apologize to me for anything.

[This is probably not true, but Dist is drunk and is really bad at remembering things while inebriated.]

Friends have done worse to me. He just succeeded in killing me. And, like I said, I don't have any value to anyone here. I have no reason to ally with anyone, not if they don't give a damn about me. It has to be mutual or it's just subservience. I thought I had equality there. It was a lie, but that didn't matter in the moment. I didn't know.